Still Dancin'!!

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Finally, managed to capture some real tears on camera. Two big pathetic drops. Its harder than you'd think. As soon as I'd turn the camera on myself they's dry up and I'd crack a smile. See, I am not an actor, I can't summon the real emotions when I need to capture it on film. I have to work within an actual moment. Trouble is when I go into working mode I seperate and am not able to maintain the intensity and sincerity of the feelings. I become an observer; cool, removed, watching. This is common place for the artist put themself, it's comfortable, it is what you have to do to study the theory and gain mastery of the skills. Then (if you're me) you get bored. Can I push myself back to the otherside or be both at once? It's an exciting boundary to play with. Fun to use myself as the springboard but I am pretty sure working with actors is where this is really headed.